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    September 16

    没有理由

    一个月没有更新过这里了
    之前写blog,总是有着某种理由
    很长的一段时间,是因为某一个原因
    所以,记录着自己的心情
    也诉说着自己的情感
     
    可是有一天,那个理由
    突然找不到了
    于是,我再也不来这里写东西
     
    August 18

    msn space 不争气

    版面改得难看
    又慢又常出错
    Sorry, we are unable to complete your task at this time. The Windows Live Spaces service is experiencing difficulties. Please try your task again later.
     
    我决定放弃了。
     
    August 12

    一样的天,一样的校园,不一样的心情

    本来想睡觉了,可是又不想睡
    我又在胡思乱想了。。。
    还是不要想了,对自己说:睡觉去睡觉去
    ————————————————————————————————————
     
    这么晚了,msn上的人却不少,呵呵,有夜猫子们,也有不同时区的人吧
    oi shan 去了台湾,嘉嘉 mu-en  佩虅四人居然能一起去喝下午茶啊
    好羡慕,也好想念他们阿。
     
    August 09

    Emails 大锦集

    7.20 form Achy
    Dear All,

    Congratulations!
     
    This memorable journey has finished, and I believe some of you are still on that day -- July 18th 2006, but there're still a lot things to do. Sharing pictures, later get-together, and preparing for CSP10.

    Last night, I had a dream. In that dream, I invented a kind of mini fire balloon. It is as small as a backpack, and it is idiodynamic. With that fire balloon, I flew to Guangzhou, to Cananda, and some other places that I can't remember. A female was with me. I forgot whether she's my mom or a girl.
     
    If I can't see you on daytime, I will meet you at night.
    Keep contact, and see you all in CSP10!!!
     
    Yours Achy
     
    7.21 from Feon
    Hello ALL!

    Thanks for much for the email Achy and so quick too!  Just a question, is
    everybody in group 4 on this email list?  I didn't get anyone's contact
    because I figure I would just get them from Leo.

    Salis and I were on the same plane back to Toronto.  The 15 hour plane ride
    was exhausting...and we ate almost every 3 hours - so much food.

    Soon, I'll be packing again and moving to HK to begin my PhD.  I'll arrive
    in HK on August 24th.  I'm currently homeless in HK.  Most of the residence
    spaces are already filled up...so I'm madly scrambling to find a place to
    live.  Ahhhh!  If you know any good places to live in HK, be sure to let me
    know, eh?

    Thank you so much for the wonderful memories - I'll be sure to keep in
    touch!

    Best,
    Feon

    7.23 from Leo
    Hi all,
     Here's the email list of our group.

    Leo
     
    7.23 from  Tim
    Dear Group 4,

    I have opened an MSN account with the screenname:
    **********@gmail.com - please add me to your contact lists!  I also
    wanted to say what a fantastic time I had with all of you guys!
    Thanks for all the fun activities and memories!  I wish we could set
    up a reunion!

    Thanks Leo for all your efforts organizing emails and pictures!

    Keep in touch!
    hmm, jet lag!

    Tim.

     
    7.24 from Andrew
     
    Hey everyone,
     
    Enjoying Malaysia right now, spending time with family -- it's incredible to be back in the city where I was born, especially because I haven't been back here since I was 7 or 8.  It's been amazing to see my 93 year old grandmother.  Next week I'll be going to Kuching, then to Singapore for a few days, before I go back to Canada.
     
    Here's my MSN address, please add me when you get a chance:  *****_***_****@hotmail.com
     
    Andrew

     
    7.24 from Caroline
    Hi...... 
     
    Glad to hear that Andrew is having a marvellous stay in Malaysia. Tell us more about Malaysia later on.
     
    Really miss you guys a lot.....     in the last week, I have been busy with my research work, but every night when I was lying on my bed, I will think of you all....    pieces of memory.....   so wonderful....
     
    My MSN is :    ***********@hotmail.com
     
    let us chat sometimes.....
     
    P.S.  remember to sign up as member in the Yahoo Group.!!!!
     
    miss you all,
     
    Caroline
     
    7.25 from Tim
     
    Hey Guys,
    for Andrew, and others who need to get access to the group photos and
    videos asap, I have uploaded all the group photos and videos that Leo
    (Thanks so much Leo!!) put on the DVD he gave me, to my friend's
    webserver.  These are not really for viewing, but for downloading via
    FTP.

    http://www.gradivus.org/###/####
    There are two folders, one for the videos, and one for the photos,
    totaling about 2 gigabytes.  Try to download them as soon as possible,
    b/c its taking up a huge amount of space on my friend's server. :)

    Tim.

     
    7.26 from Leo
    Hi all,
     
    As I received the following email, I think there is a mistake in the contact list for Yvette. Does anyone get her contact??
     
    Leo

     
    7.26 from Silas
     
    Hello!
     
    Yvette's school email is *******@eden.*****.edu so perhaps we should use that for now.  But she did write the address you have in my yearbook too. 
     
    Speaking of writing the wrong address in yearbooks, I found out that my old Hotmail account has been closed by Microsoft due to inactivity, so the MSN messenger info I gave you all is wrong.  Please use my new account, which is *******@hotmail.com (see below for all my contact info). 
     
    Thanks all you guys for a great time this month!  Thanks for the fun things we did together and the stimulating conversations we had.  And thanks for sharing photos, organizing contact info, and keeping in touch.  I am still working through my photos (2,996) and will try to post the highlights online soon. 
     
    Also, August mini-reunion in New York City??  Who else will be there - Kevin, Oi Shan, Leo?  Sharon and Yvette by commuter rail?
     
    Yours,
     
    Silas
     
    7.26 from  Stephanie
    Hi All,

      I hope you guys are all doing well post-CSP.  I miss you all very much.

      Silas, Let us know how the mini-reunion goes.

      I have finally managed to recover all the photos (300) that I lost, so
    I'll be uploading them as soon as possible, most likely on the yahoo group
    site.

      I recall a conversation with Yvette in which she told me that she has not
    actually created the gmail account yet, and she will do so as soon as she
    has a chance.  I asked her if she was certain no one else may have already
    taken the address, 'yes' was the reply...  So I guess WuYuan will be getting
    a lot of CSP emails for Yvette... (haha, I love that girl)

      Group4 -  Enjoy the rest of your summer break (while I'm here shivering in
    the cold, slaving away at University)

      Best wishes
    Stephanie
    Steph
     
    7.26 from Yvette
     
    Hey guys!!

    Sorry for the miscommuncation of my email address.  I did tell Stephanie
    that I haven't created the gmail account yet.  For now you guys can use my
    school email address since I will be using it for at least another 2
    years.
    Hope you guys are enjoying the rest of your summer!  I will be uploading
    my millions of photos as well.  I miss waking up at 5:30am and seeing your
    half-awake faces!

    Bye-Bye-Bye!

    Yvette.
    7.26 from  Sharon
     
    Hi everyone!

    I've been having dreams of being in China almost every night
    since I have been back...has anyone else experienced the phenomenon
    of thinking that you are seeing members of group 4 walking around
    wherever you are now?!

    Thanks to everyone for organizing the group list and for posting
    photos!  I had a great time on the trip and have all sorts of thoughts
    running through my head these days!!

    Yes, mini-reunion sounds great!  What about the weekend of August
    25-28?  Maybe on the Saturday??

    all the best,

    Sharon
    7.28 from Yvette
     
    Hey guys!!!

    I'm sitting in front of my computer this morning and I couldn't help
    reminisce that if we were back in China, we were probably all on the tour
    bus falling asleep on our way to the morning destinations.  And yes
    Sharon, I do have periodic dreams about CSP, actually, I had one last
    night!

    I just want you guys to know that I feel so lucky to have known such a
    wonderful group of people.  Our group was definately the best and it shows
    in all of you guys.  I will post up my massive 2000+ pictures soon, but
    I'm still sorting them out.

    And the mini-reunion sounds awsome.  I can make it that weekend of Aug
    25-28.  But only that weekend though.  So Sharon, you and and I are
    thinking alike.  Hope to see all of you soon too though!

    Have a great summer!

    Yvette.
    7.31 from 张宇
     
    Hey, everyone,

    Several days have passed since the farewell in Shanghai. I must say I miss
    you all very much...Group 4 is the best!!! Thanks for all the funs and
    memories we have. Thanks for photo sharing, email or msn contacting and
    group organization on the net. I will cherish all these forever...
    I send this mail to invite you to visit my album on the net. You are always
    welcome!!!

    http://photo.163.com/photos/michaelzy_1127

    Please enjoy it  ^___^
    Maybe later I will apply for a net Harddisk, so i can upload DV and share
    them with all of you. I am trying.

    Best wishes to all of you=) Keep in touch!

    Michael
    2006-7-30
     
    8.1 from Mark
     
    Dear all CSP7 friends,
                 i sorry to reply you so late.i was a little busy after CSP7 China tour, thank for leo's group contact list. the group4 CSP7 have impressed me.each delegate's smiling,face and sweet sound still always appear in my mind. i will remember you for ever!
          by the way,i gave wrong MSN.Sorry! my right MSN is 
    Keep in touch!
    with the best wishes!
    Mark Wu
    TourGuide Group4 CSP7
     
    8.2 from Kan
     
    To All:

    Yooooooo~ Heeeey! Hope u all having a great time so far! I am not... because
    i got real sick since i got bak... explains y i m replyin late.... anyway!
    Yeaaaa I miss u guys a lot too, and life without CSP people are soooo
    bored!!!

    This is my msn:
    And.... yea... I m going to keep this mail short. Love to keep in touch with
    you all~ Talk more on msn.

    Kan
    8.2 from silas
    Hi all,

    It sounds like we're going to have a CSP mini-reunion in New York City on the
    weekend of 25-28 August.  So far as I recall we have the following people who
    can likely make it: Kevin, Sharon, Yvette, Silas.  Anyone else going to be in
    or around NYC that weekend?

    *** Please email me if you are interested in our mini-reunion.  I think we
    should begin just emailing those people who are interested so as not to spam
    the inboxes of the whole group with all the details on getting this thing
    organized.  So if you want to hear more, please email me; otherwise we'll still
    let you all know afterwards how it went (and share our pictures of course).

    Yours,

    Silas
    8.2 from Kan
     
    Hey~

    Just something came to mind... where you staying Yichan in Toronto? and...
    yea... i suggest going to wonderland sometime during those days. Love to go
    out n hv some wild fun. The weather is warm and sunny in Toronto, very nice
    weather to go to an attraction park (very sorry to those who lives in the
    southern hemisphere... enjoy your winter. Ha ha ha)

    Anyhow... even if it doesn't work out, love to jus go out n hv a nice dinner
    or sth. I m boreeeeeeeeeeeeed. No job rite now, jus sittin at home, wasting
    my life.

    Kan
    8.3 from Andrew
    Hello Pengyou's,
     
    wish i could be in NYC that weekend.  another time.
     
    Last day in singapore, heading back to canada tomorrow.  hope all is well everyone
     
    yat hei hui chum gun,
    Andrew
    8.3 from Jen
     
    Hello all!

    Just a quick note to say it's Leo's birthday in a week (9 Aug) and it would
    be nice if we could compile a "group birthday card" for him, just as we did
    for all our birthday stars during the trip!

    The plan is straightforward - send your message for Leo to ******@cam.ac.uk
    before the coming Sunday (i.e. reply to this email). I'll then put the
    messages together and send off the birthday email to Leo on his big day. If
    you could end the message with a signature like "Love, (Your name) in (Your
    city)", for example "Love, Jennifer in Cambridge", that would be absolutely
    fantastic.

    Your couple of sentences will be part of what makes a pleasant surprise for
    Leo ;) Think of what a wonderful friend he is!

    Thanks for reading this far folk. Happy writing!

    Jennifer x
     
    8.4  from Yvette
     
    Hey guys,

    Saturday sounds like a good date.  Well, I'm coming for New Jersey so you
    guys would pick the place and then I'll find you.  I'll probably take the
    train in, so don't pick somewhere too far from Penn Station.

    I hope all of you are enjoying your summers, or your uni (Steph!).  I'm
    still sharing stories of our adventure to my friends back at home, and
    they're getting tired of listening, but I don't ever get tired of sharing.
    There's a heat wave around the New York/New Jersey area for the past
    three days.  It's been getting up to 46C (yes, I did convert it from
    farenheit just for you guys :)  I know, we've had hot weather in China,
    but this heat is like vacation heat, and not normal day heat.

    Have a restful end to your summer as you try to get through the dog days
    of August.  Miss you all!

    Yvette.
    8.5 from Yichuan
    晓华,你好!

    谢谢你给我书里写了你的EMAIL。很高兴认识你,一定保持联系!对了,我这中文可
    还是二年级的水平,你可得看笑话了!那天咱们去你的学校,中山大学,听演讲我
    从李校长讲的学了许多,觉得很有意思。

    CSP后你在做一些什么?我一回到加拿大就回去上班了。前几天好困,就想睡觉,哈
    哈!不过这一晃夏天的工作要结束了。八月中旬我要去多伦多,加拿大最大的城市
    看一看,正好和FEON,KAN他们聚一聚,十分期待:)

    九月分我回家在维多利亚又是一个学期,该上本科最后一年了。你呢?明年夏天我
    毕业后,我可想回国来,哈哈,我来找你阿:)欢迎你随时来加拿大来玩!维多利亚
    在加拿大最西部,在一这个小岛上,靠着太平洋,等你来啊!

    BEST WISHES!STAY IN TOUCH!WISHING YOU TRUE HAPPINESS - YOU DESERVE IT!


    一川
    加拿大
    8.7 from Jen
     
    Hey XiaoHua,

    Hope you're doing well in China! How's it going for you after CSP? I'm back
    to England and went straight to work in an organic chemistry lab, building
    molecules and getting very smelly that is basically!

    As you know, our group is putting together a birthday message for Leo and
    it would be nice to have your words for him included as well =) We're
    hoping to send out the group message just before Leo's birthday (i.e. on
    Tuesday night). So if you could send me your message before then, that'd be
    awesome!

    Thanks and hope you're enjoying summer!

    Jen x
     
     
    8.9  from Jen
     
    Hey Xiao hua,



    No, not really! Leo is now in the US - so for him, there are still around

    14 hours before his birthday =) If you read this on time, drop me your

    message and I'll put it in the group email. Otherwise, I'll say "Happy

    Birthday" to Leo on your behalf if you don't mind =)



    Hope all is well and take care,

    Jen x



     

    回了趟家,还是在家里好
    远离了城市的喧嚣,浮躁,在家自在的享受的宁静的夏天
    好多年的夏天没有回过家了
    当我下车踏上那片土地的时候,
    家乡那种熟悉的夏天的味道扑面而来
    那种感觉,是一种沉积了二十年的切身体会
    无法言表
    绿树成荫,碧草连天,知了声声,小溪潺潺
    毫不吝啬的阳光和温度
    干净清新的空气里满是夏天的味道
    是啊,我嗅到了那熟悉的夏天的味道,未曾忘记的味道。
     
    踩着铺满了道路乱张的野草,
    穿过小树林
    就在爸爸准备出门去接我的时候
    我站到了家门口
    亲爱的爸爸妈妈,我回来啦~
    突然有那样一种很真实的感觉
    不过走过多远的路,不管路上有过怎样的跌跌撞撞
    妈妈爸爸永远都是我的温暖的港湾
    不管你从何时何地何模样回来
    爸爸妈妈总是带着期待迎接你
    在家的几天,爸爸妈妈像款待贵宾一样对我
    心里默默看着他们为我做的一切
    一点一滴的感动在心里
    多希望,能够为他们做很多,能够不再让他们为我而担忧
     
    家里的夜,总是特别的宁静,也特别黑
    每天晚上,一个人躺在诺大的房间
    总是会想很多东西,想某些人
    有时候也会到楼顶吹吹夜晚的凉风,仰望着头顶深邃的天,繁乱的星
    遐想.......
    偶尔,或者会被夜晚里就变得特别兴奋的咱家小胖的吠声打断思绪
     
    离家回校的那天
    还真是很舍不得,非常的不想回学校
    对于我这个人来说,这样的感觉还真少有
    从小我妈就说我是个特不恋家的孩子,总是说我心在很远的地方
    可是,那天,我突然变成一个特恋家的孩子。。。
     
    爸爸妈妈送我去车站,后来师父也去车站送我
    师父真是疼我呢
    晚饭还是师父请我们一家人吃了饭,真是不好意思乜,师父真是好“狡猾”阿!
     
    离别的车站,挥动的手渐渐模糊
    列车驶向了夜,漫长的夜
    通往另外一个世界的夜
    。。。。。
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    July 25

    csp归来群候综合症

    怎么这么多的人在不知所措?
     
     
    到底是什么在作怪我们的心理呢?
     
    我的不知所措不知所措
    不是因csp而来,却是和csp的结束一起而来
    即使你能感觉到,又能怎样
    我宁愿你感觉不到
    我亦不需要同情与可怜
     
     

    人生若只如初见,何事秋风悲画扇

    好久不见师父了(此师父非唐三藏也),翻翻他的 blog,透过文字,不知道是否透析一个人的内心?
    还是阅读的人,在寻找自己的内心?
     
    以下摘自 师父的blog 
     
     2006-7-8
     
    这些日子开始下雨,所有东西都开始长毛。

    听说广州曾一度下了一个月雨,还好我不在那,否则即使没有溺死在回忆中,也会渴死在现实里。寂寞落叶似的在街上漫长行走,若有所思若有所失,眼睁睁看着一个人慢慢走远,都快渐渐不相信她曾经的和我并肩时候。可能是场戏,到现在依然感动,如果是场梦,更愿意长睡不醒。
    是的,回忆很繁芜。我需要拨冗拂尘,静下心来慢慢理出头绪,才能清楚地看到两年来我的真实生活。依恋却也不相见,时间的后面还是时间。看天,此时安静,彼时缠绵,听雨,能令昼短,能令夜长.....

    不管三年、五年......一些虚妄的数字,用来暂时迷惑住因剧烈的依恋而抽搐了的神经,当爱情成为膝跳反射,它不用再经过我们的心。时间的数字可以任意将期望的种子奋力抛向远方,更远方的土地,像是永远无法兑现的支票。

    有人的态度是——“顺其自然”,对此种态度,我想到个与之匹配的词,“自生自灭”。我只能说,你是圣人。而现在,一切终于自然了,还是自燃了?虽然我不是学化学的,但我了解没有化学反应的爱早该完蛋。

     

    一生注定要经历很多事情,遇到很多人!我不知道什么应该算缘分!什么又该算注定!感情事复杂吗?简单吗?在爱时一切变复杂,被爱时一切变简单。
    很早以前我坚信人定胜天!坚信的程度比撞南墙的力度还大那么一点!事在人为,只要自己努力,用心的努力,是什么都可以争取来的!哪怕是颗无所谓你的心。
    有些事情我至今没找到解释,也许因为在南方太多人喜欢说解释就是掩饰掩饰就是没出息。我只能将此定性为:人总是要去疯狂的,就像,有的人爱上了另一个人,而有的人只是爱上了爱情一样。


    感情还是风轻云淡,心安理得的好,如若非分,当初想着是听从心的感觉,过后也许就是随着理智否认了那一切,一叶障目毕竟只是暂时的,终究是要眼明心亮地看见那座泰山。
    也许,喜欢的时候是真的喜欢,不喜欢的时候就是真的不喜欢。心中有一个人时,就只有这样一个人,其他,都与我无关。
    现在,其他都与我有关。



    这里夹杂着胡言乱语,支离破碎,晃晃悠悠,面无表情一锅乱炖…

    最后我只想到句诗:
    人生若只如初见,何事秋风悲画扇。  
    最后的最后只能说:   
    愿天下成眷属者终有情!

    回来

    歌手:张信哲 专辑:回来
     
    过去很熟悉现在不懂你
    想看你眼睛你却给我背影
    就像满天星都跌进大海里
    我被放逐的心又要往那里去
    我们再也回不去了对不对
    就算曾经几乎拥有幸福的完美
    你的心回不去了对不对
    你要的再也不是我能给
    我们再也回不去了对不对
    眼看就要让满心遗憾为爱受罪
    你的心回不去了对不对
    不能去怪谁
    顶多只能掉眼泪
    如果问原因可能更承受不起
    若就这样离去我又很难平静
    从你的泪滴我找到被爱过的证据
    有冲动想哭泣只好紧紧抱你

    7月24,异常热

    今天异常热
    带着全身csp7的“副产品”,这样的热天在外面跑还真是痛苦
    终于把人事处的手续办完了
    去看了医生
    和东校区的老师们打球,吃饭
    回来和姜总,阿猪老师吃东西,聊天
     
    回来洗澡,涂药,上网,然后准备睡觉
     
     
     
    阿猪老师今天丢了东西,真是不幸,去财消灾去财消灾!
    收到 阿猪老师的礼物,真的是很高兴。谢谢小白,哈哈。
     
     
    July 23

    淡淡的思念

    回归自我
     
    静静地思念
     
     
    在远方,或者在他乡
     
     
     

    他约我去迪士尼

    歌手:kelly
     
    兜过几个圈看木马旋转
    美梦似是遥远仍埋藏著缱绻
    快乐旅途中有没有热恋
    看著这入场券如同寻获温暖

    笑问你你话连夜候票再多的困倦
    也不怨似在平静地说出丝丝的爱恋

    毕生也愿记起香港迪士尼
    烟火璀璨夜晚定会很美
    坐咖啡杯温馨记忆旋转中细味
    天边星宿也没法比

    今天心碎或痛悲只需要记住陪伴在你身边有米妮
    始终可以幸福地沉迷在美梦里希冀

    要是你决定明日伴我去闯天与地
    会很美故事延续下世纪一生都记起

    不必理是与非不需要顾忌
    穿梭堡垒内陪伴我嬉戏
    米老鼠比精品店的美轻轻靠近
    都可使我快乐跳起

    当身边挂著相机假使到最後还未望到不准你别离
    可知心里正准备无缘合照亦抱紧你

    公主与白雪都不需要羡慕
    因可跟你在长夜里拥抱
    见阿拉丁本想说声坐飞毡
    却又不可媲美你待我好

    星空不算是太高假使有你在旁陪伴我一起每段路
    可将一切记心内明日共你愉快倾诉
    July 21

    开始读书计划

    当初向导师递交的读书计划现在还没完成一丁点呢
    列了一堆书目,还没读一本!
    任务艰巨阿,要是完成不了,两年之后我就惨了
    明天和后天将宿舍收拾整理好,星期一把未办的手续办妥
    就要正式开始我的读书计划了。
    好好学习,天天向上
     
     
    我的读书计划去哪儿了????

    这个夏天

    这个夏天,不是宁夏
    太多的离别,太多的伤感,太多的悲哀
     
    太多的泪水
     
     
    某些时候,觉得自己脆弱到了极点
    可是还是要不断告诉自己要坚强,告诉自己要开心一点,只是感觉失去了力气
    我还是会对着过往的人微微一笑,把心中的忧伤深深的埋葬
     
    一切都会过去,阳光总在风雨后
     
    朋友告诉我要有耐心,于是我安静的站在原地,小心翼翼守护着我的爱
    等待着幸运的降临
     
    今天看书,有这样一句话:幸运来于心中的喜悦,心不喜,好运则不至
    似乎蛮有道理,可以转念一想,心中的喜悦又该来自何处呢?
    谁也不想伤害和受伤害,可以偏偏心里留下了伤痕,虽不是伤痕累累,却伤得很深
    带着深深的伤口,可以承受多大的喜悦呢?
     
    呵呵 ,发泄完了。
    maybe,明天会更好! 人不能活在过去,更不能眷念过去的悲伤。

    记一下流水账吧

    7月20日,闷热,广州
    10点钟挣扎着起床,晕忽忽的来到办公室
    弄我去参加csp前还没弄好的合同。
    我要记一下合同的名字“中山大学保留研究生入学资格流动编制人员聘用合同”
    好长的名字。反正我今后的四年青春,是要“奉献”在这我已经生活了四年的康乐园了
    四年之后我是要留下,还是要离开?
     
    反正没什么事情做,也没地方去,外面又酷热难当
    索性在办公室里坐坐,上上网,聊聊天
    暑假还是会有电话不停的打进来,本来不想接
    后来想想还是过意不去,基本上都是学生打过来询问6月份勤工助学工资的
    6月份的工资不是我做的,之前我也不在,完全不了解,就转给值班的小余老师
    期间还有几个学生来报名申请家教的,应该是04级刚刚搬回南校区的
    怯生生的,可惜她们来得太晚了,家教中心值班的人11点半已经走了。
    发现我走了20多天,很多工作我都不知道该去怎么做了,衔接不上来
    比如后来有人打电话来问香港机场的邀请函,我一头雾水,王老师又刚好去了
    香港科技大学做交流活动,我又联系不上她。
     
    昨天是猪头宁的生日,晚上约了以前班里的几个好友一起吃饭,
    中午的时候我顶着个大太阳出去,本来想给她订个蛋糕的
    结果后来给她买了只猪,太热了,我怕到时候蛋糕会融化掉。。。。
     
    然后有点发神经的去买了一幅塔罗牌,一双拖鞋和一本书,我也不知道我要做什么
     
    晚上猪头宁 野人 还有马哈 我们四个人去吃贵州菜,好久不吃辣了
    终于有得吃,真好!
    猪头宁上班地方和住的地方超级远,19个公车站
    野人住在赤岗,马哈住在白云山旁,我住在康乐园,呵呵
    大家还真是分散。她们都在上班,就我一个闲人,还在放假
     
    回来的时候,偶遇三人,呵呵,不想再多说。
     
    晚上,一直躺着,想着一些问题,想啊想啊,后来累了
    就睡着了,依稀记得有做一个梦,但是梦已依稀,不记得了
     
     
     
    July 20

    csp归来的第二天

    还是没精神,眼睛还是有些浮肿,嗓子好多了,
    在csp7的群上,我说我回来之后,就夜不能寐,食不下咽,后来发现,不只有我才这样
     
    回来之后,我就急着不停的上qq和msn,总希望能看到有人在
    终于在昨天晚上,最先遇见了gary和圆渊,好高兴!
    圆渊说我们这是在守株待兔,我笑了
    后来小师妹,三师弟,嘉嘉也相继出现了
    心中百感交集阿,却又不知道说什么了
    qq群上,也终于有了逐渐多的声音了
    虽然只是通过网络,但是,总算给落寞的心带来一些慰藉
     
    收到圆渊的群发邮件,人不能总生活在梦里,还有很多事情,等着我们去做
    哲哲的签名说,一个梦的开始,一个梦的结束,然后又是一个梦的开始
    不知道是不是每个人都平安到达了呢?
     
    似梦非梦,似醒非醒
    July 19

    csp7

    20天的旅程终于圆满完成,带着发扬中华文化,交流沟通的责任,在20天里,我和208名来自内地,港澳台和海外的炎黄子孙们度过了一段虽然短暂却一生铭记的美好时光。虽然我们有着不同的成长背景,文化,教育等等各不相同,虽然我们在20天前完全陌生,可是因为我们有着同样的根,我们都是龙的传人,经过20天的相处,我们融合在一起。20天,我们辗转中华大地,一路从东方之珠香港,到七子之一澳门,到岭南经济文化中心广州,到历史古西安,到首都北京,到繁华似锦的上海,到古朴古香的苏州,到清新秀丽的无锡,行程非常紧,旅途也非常辛苦,大家被烈日晒黑了,被大雨淋得生病了,20天每天只能休息四五个钟头,也许正因为如此,因为一起同甘共苦过,所以心更近了。
       海外学子的寻根之旅在昨天结束,永远无法淡忘我们离别时候的悲伤和痛苦。20天的旅程像一场梦,20天前,一群完全陌生的人走进我的生活,并完全占据我的生活,每天,吃,住,行,如影随形,每天的欢笑,思考,言语,感悟,谈心,都是和他们在一起,20天后,我们熟识了,好像大家已经认识了很久很久了,又好像是自己的亲兄弟姐妹,可是在这个时候,大家又不得不面临分离。就这样,20天后,一群熟悉的亲人们,突然全部离开了,而这一别,对于很多人来说,都将是永别......心突然空空的.....永远无法忘记昨天早上,大家抱头痛哭的情景,永远无法忘记,那些真挚的泪水!
      
       这20天对我来说,有很多新奇和难得的经历,比如在人民大会堂聆听贾庆林主席的淳淳教诲,在钓鱼台国宾馆领略外交部长李肇星的语言风采,在国家反恐特种部队基地观看演习,等等等等,在很多时候我们都受到非常的礼遇。
     
      也许这20天的所有,还要用很长一段时间去体会和回味,才能发现更深刻的真谛。
    June 19

    生日快乐

     
       今天基本上实现了快乐,虽然很忙,但是还是可以享受着工作的乐趣
      
       感谢父母赐予我的生命与成长.
     
      
    June 16

    忽然之间

    很饿,煮了碗面,在q上说了几句话,
    突然没了胃口,吃不下 怎么办?
    倒了呗,哎 ,真是 浪费粮食.......
     
    这两天,总是突然之间一阵阵的头晕
    今天还差点摔倒了
    汗!
    真不乐观阿~呵呵
     
     
    歌手:莫文蔚 专辑:就是莫文蔚
     
    忽然之间   天昏地暗
    世界可以忽然什么都没有
    我想起了你  再想到自己
    我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候怀念你
    我明白   太放不开你的爱 太熟悉你的关怀
    分不开   想你算是安慰还是悲哀
    而现在就算时针都停摆   就算生命像尘埃
    分不开   我们也许反而更相信爱

    如果这天地最终会消失
    不想一路走来珍惜的回忆  没有你